8/28/08
Frustration
I am so frustrated. I want a letter from Jaimee or Marc super bad, but I'm not getting any. And all my friends back home have school or work just like me, so I can't just call them up. I want to see either Jacob or Magen or Jaimee super bad. But I can't. I want to escape from my dorm room but again, I can't. I don't have a car. I would take the bus to like, Wendy's or something, just to get away, but I don't really know how the bus system works. I am kinda sad because this weekend basically EVERYONE is going to be gone since it is Labor Day weekend. Morgan A. invited me to go home with her, but David said he might visit this weekend, and so did Lisa. I am doing fine with the whole college experience, its just, I can't explain it. I really, I think I might just need to cry, but I don't know why I would need to cry. I really think I just need to get away. I would totally go hiking on a really easy trail by myself, just to think and breath, but I have no way to get to a trail head. I want to be alone I think, but I don't want to be alone in my room. None of this really makes sense. But its making me frustrated. All of it.
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You don't want to see me super bad? Ouch.
Of course I want to see you. You were a given.
Oh thanks, now I feel all warm and fuzzy, and that's not just the booze :)
Hey Bexy! Sorry for your frustrations! Hope you find a way for it to all work out. You can always magically appear in Yuma and we can play tetris...
oh i totally want to play tetris with you. I actually was thinking about that earlier. haha. nah, things are better. I cried some, I've been alone in my room, and I just ordered Papa Johns. Which was yummy. The only bad thing about this is that I really REALLY wanted to go hiking, but I dont have a car. So I asked Jordan if he wanted to because I know that he has wanted to, and with just him and I, I wouldnt have to really talk about anything in particular like I would if i were with anyone else. But he is hanging out with the girl he likes. So that was a bummer.
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