Frustration

I am so frustrated. I want a letter from Jaimee or Marc super bad, but I'm not getting any. And all my friends back home have school or work just like me, so I can't just call them up. I want to see either Jacob or Magen or Jaimee super bad. But I can't. I want to escape from my dorm room but again, I can't. I don't have a car. I would take the bus to like, Wendy's or something, just to get away, but I don't really know how the bus system works. I am kinda sad because this weekend basically EVERYONE is going to be gone since it is Labor Day weekend. Morgan A. invited me to go home with her, but David said he might visit this weekend, and so did Lisa. I am doing fine with the whole college experience, its just, I can't explain it. I really, I think I might just need to cry, but I don't know why I would need to cry. I really think I just need to get away. I would totally go hiking on a really easy trail by myself, just to think and breath, but I have no way to get to a trail head. I want to be alone I think, but I don't want to be alone in my room. None of this really makes sense. But its making me frustrated. All of it.

Starting Out

So today is the first day of school and so far things are going alright. Ya know, I woke up, got ready and went to my first class of the day. Theatre. I was pretty excited to see how USU handles theatre, but to my dismay, on the elevator ride down from my dorm, I run into a girl from my old school. We were theatre officers together. I was kind of wondering if she was taking theatre this year, and she brought it up. We are in the same class along with another theatre officer friend from last year. Its not that I dont like these girls. Its just that, I liked the idea of not being around people from my old school. But class was fine. So after class, I went to the Marketplace to meet up with Jordan and Eli and eat lunch. On the way I ran into a guy from my school, a big basketball jock that I didnt really like. This school is CRAWLING with people I know. :( But lunch, I should say breakfast, with Jordan and Eli was good. They left for classes and I left to buy stamps. I've been meaning to get some letters out for days now. So as I was finishing buying stamps I ran into Morgan. So she was wondering where the Institute building was and as we were right next to it, I showed her where it was. I decided it might be best to check when I had signed up for. I was pretty sure it was on Tuesdays and Thursdays at nine thirty. So we go in there, and find out that I was right, my class was at nine thirty, but it was today. It was curently ten ten. So I kinda switched out of that class into Morgans class at eleven thirty. Haha. So I still have two classes left for today, and already I've skipped class, and ran into more people than I wanted to. Oh the beauties of life!